Do you know what I find so crazy? How quick things in life change. One day you're bubbly and having a great day, and the next, you kind of feel like your world's ending. You know one day I was at softball, and the next moment I found my cousin has leukemia. Yup, he was healthy, he's young, and he just went to get his sore throat checked out. He was driving home when he was told he needed to go to the hospital because he had leukemia. It was random and we were all scared. This happened in May when we found out. He was in the hospital all summer having chemo treatments and being watched closely under medical attention. He was in the best hospital in the area. I visited him 3, maybe 4 or 5 times a week during the summer, it kind of became my second home. After about 3-4 long months of being in the hospital, he was released. My whole family was ecstatic, but scared. He was given a lot of medicine and would go back every week for check ups. You know, we thought maybe it was getting better, it was almost over. But no, we were wrong. He was admitted back to the hospital because they were afraid they found more cancer. He stayed for another month. Then once again, he was released. He had to take several painful, huge bags of chemo. Then he got more medicine, this more painful. He couldn't even walk.. His face swelled up and he was truly embarrassed. But his hair started to grow back in, finally. It was hard to recognize him, my own cousin and i couldn't recognize him. It was scary. He got through the pain and started looking for a job. He finally got one and his first day was the say after we got a big snowstorm. On his way into his first day, he slipped and fell on pavement. His swollen face got even more cut up. Just this recent Friday he got admitted back to the hospital. He hasn't eaten or gone to the bathroom in over a week and he thinks hes dying. I used to live with him and his family in a two-family house. Me, and my siblings and him and his sister all formed a bond. We always thought we were siblings when we were younger. Now i'm seeing him like this, going through pain. I can honestly tell you it's the hardest thing i've ever been through. Be grateful for what you have and don't take advantage of it, you don't know when things can change your world.
Alright one thing that pisses me off to no end is when kids in middle school don't even try. Like bro, you're in middle school, eighth grade.. Step your game up. I think it's funny, like they don't know whats coming for high school.. Also I fucking hate it when girls act like bimbos. Like can someone tell this bitch she isn't cute before I smack the hell out of her? Its so annoying. They use like this baby voice and act like they don't even know what a tree is. Alright that isn't cute, you're not cute, s t o p . Get your god damn education and actually try.. lazy to the maxxxxxx
I'm not sure if i'm in love with Dylan.. I mean I think he might just be someone to pass the time when I try and get over Justin but, i've known Dylan for 8 years.. I used to like him.. or have that weird 1st Grade crush on him.. But ever since we got into a fight i've been pretty upset. I mean, i've always loved him, like a brother but I don't really know anymore.. I don't want him to be my "new crush," it'll ruin things. Hmm.. Decisions decisions.. Maybe going for his super attractive best friend will help me clear m
So everyone always says time heals everything.. What i don't get is why the fuck hasn't my time come yet? Like i see some girls hop from dick to dick? Like it takes me a good 5 months to get over someone and i STILL hurt. I don't get it! I think that's a reasonable amount of time to heal me. What i also don't understand is when people break up why is it always one of the partners who always moves on in a matter of 2 days.. Like chill with the raging hormones bro. You obviously didn't "love" the girl who was the fucking apple of your eye an hour ago! Well i'll just sit here petting my dog and chowing down while i wait for time who won't hurry their ass up.
Alright so I always here about this "boyfriend season" and i'm just like.. the fuck is that? Do we really need a season to be in a relationship? Like you really need a season to commit because you're too scared to in any other season? Come on bro. I get it, fall it's fucking awesome to have a boyfriend cause you can do all cute shit with them.. But a season? Last time I checked it was Fall, or like autumn. What's the weather during "Boyfriend Season?" Does it "rain men?" I mean when the weathermen tell us it's gonna change season soon.. they don't say "Boyfriend season coming up oh my god!!!!!!" You sound very stupid. I mean.. my seasons go.. Winter, Spring, Summer, Fall. Not Winter, Spring, Summer, BOYFRIEND SEASON!! I don't need a season to have a boyfriend.... I just need one!
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